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Lost In Form

by Stimyoo

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1.
Right Now 03:56
Hook All that we got is right now we done forgot about right now memory my enemy back of my mind I am thinking about the past right now or the future anxiety got me feeling like a loser everybody do it and they say that it's sanity get it or did you miss the point entirely I'm trapped in the past and the future now why do I do this every mother fucker worry about everything I thought that you knew this all that we got is right now we done got about right now because I ain't got no problems right now who got fucking problems right now Verse 1 you stuck in your head running every situation that will never occur you stuck in your head always acting you should win an Oscar stuck with the patterns of old maybe you should flip up your flow Chicken Soup for the Soul cuz we got us a cold yeah we sick and we know it got the Feeling KO it look at the shit that we go with yeah we sick and we show it stimulation junkie find another hit stimulation junkie find another hit Hook All that we got is right now we done forgot about right now memory my enemy back of my mind I am thinking about the past right now or the future anxiety got me feeling like a loser everybody do it and they say that it's sanity get it or did you miss the point entirely I'm trapped in the past and the future now why do I do this every mother fucker worry about everything I thought that you knew this all that we got is right now we done got about right now because I ain't got no problems right now who got fucking problems right now Verse 2 Gone off of Hennessy fuck my identity all of these thoughts they've never been a friend to me out of my mind now but it's gonna lure me back feeling just fine now but it ain't gonna to cut me some slack oh man look at all this shit you don't have man you is a bitch looking at a motherfucker know you're just another sucker Woulda Coulda Shoulda type motherfucker never ends never ends you've got a Chevrolet he got a benz you just made a hundred million next guy got a billion don't play this game you can't win caught up in this life of sin Hook All that we got is right now we done forgot about right now memory my enemy back of my mind I am thinking about the past right now or the future anxiety got me feeling like a loser everybody do it and they say that it's sanity get it or did you miss the point entirely I'm trapped in the past and the future now why do I do this every mother fucker worry about everything I thought that you knew this all that we got is right now we done got about right now because I ain't got no problems right now who got fucking problems right now Verse 3 Say goodbye to the past and the future and the comparing conspiracy oh I just want Clarity oh nothing embarrass me think I give a fuck I don't think I give a fuck I wont all that we got it right now we done forgot about right now chilling right now with a drink in my hand ain't no time to waste of The Hourglass sands got a problem that you pop a pill for its not the problem it's the stress that kill you deal with it right now are you stressing right now do you feel me right now do you feel me right now Hook All that we got is right now we done forgot about right now memory my enemy back of my mind I am thinking about the past right now or the future anxiety got me feeling like a loser everybody do it and they say that it's sanity get it or did you miss the point entirely I'm trapped in the past and the future now why do I do this every mother fucker worry about everything I thought that you knew this all that we got is right now we done got about right now because I ain't got no problems right now who got fucking problems right now
2.
About Time 03:53
Verse 1 Stuck in my mind stuck in these thoughts it's all I hear quiet or not stuck in my mind stuck these thoughts looping and looping around nothing's forgot past in the future oh I know they got their sights on me already got a home inside of me they're gonna hunt down every single part of me so I never forget all the shit I've seen they be haunting me every waking moment keep cropping up it's my opponent I just want to be what I used to be I just want to see what I used to see Pre hook Past and the future illusion past and the future of abusing past and the future illusion past and the future I'm losing Hook Right now oh I know it's about time feeling good and I know it's about time no fears and I know it's about time it's about time right now oh I know it's about time feeling good and I know it's about time no fears and I know it's about time it's about time Verse 2 Know I be the freshest I got the new shit don't know who I am I gotta prove it gotta be this or I gotta be that well look at my shoes and look at my caps I don't know what I wanna be I just want identity I don't know what I wanna be I just want identity everybody enemy ain't no fucking friend to me fuck every identity I just want to be me know you're trying so hard and I know it got the new shit got to show it if I just get a little more I can make em see if I just get a little more I can be me Pre hook Past and the future illusion past and the future of abusing past and the future illusion past and the future I'm losing Hook Right now oh I know it's about time feeling good and I know it's about time no fears and I know it's about time it's about time right now oh I know it's about time feeling good and I know it's about time no fears and I know it's about time it's about time Bridge This too will pass so where ever you are at just know that the past can't hurt ya the future ain't here yet so whatever happens to ya there's nothing to fear yet Verse 3 I can breathe ain't no motherfucking weight on me i got The real thing don't wait for me ain't no slipping back I'm in the moment I made my peace it's not my opponent do what I wanna to do cuz its what I am its holding you back like the Hoover Dam are you stuck or can you see God damn keep refusing like Green Eggs and Ham cannot make you see but it's all good though I just want you to see but cha never know I just want you to be who you really are not about the jewelry or the cars I don't know what I wanna be I just want identity I don't know what I wanna be I just want identity everybody enemy ain't no fucking friend to me fuck every identity I just want to be me Hook Right now oh I know it's about time feeling good and I know it's about time no fears and I know it's about time it's about time right now oh I know it's about time feeling good and I know it's about time no fears and I know it's about time it's about time
3.
Accept That 03:35
Bridge Can't make you understand if you don't want it you don't want it no can't make you understand I really want you to know Hook No I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't just accept that Gotta Fight Back gotta fight facts gotta fight back no you cannot be just accept that Gotta Fight Back Gotta Fight facts gotta fight lack no you cannot be just accept that Verse 1 So much pain and hate oh i know we are a sick race thinking all you are is just a bunch of thoughts so when we get attacked we think it's a real loss can't separate fantasy and reality all I am is my mental position please don't hurt it it's my only possession I think therefore though I am I am only thoughts please don't hurt them Hook No I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't just accept that Gotta Fight Back gotta fight facts gotta fight back no you cannot be just accept that Gotta Fight Back Gotta Fight facts gotta fight lack no you cannot be just accept that Verse 2 Know what you're doing is feeding the pain know what you're doing is fucking insane are we really just been some other thoughts I don't give a fuck if you like me or not know what you're doing is feeding the pain know what you doing it's fucking insane linking all we are to just an idea it gets attacked and we respond with fear know we are more than just our thoughts know we are more we a whole fucking lot know we are more than just our thoughts know we are more we a whole fucking lot Bridge Can't make you understand if you don't want it you don't want it no can't make you understand I really want you to know Hook No I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't I need to fight back no I can't no I can't just accept that Gotta Fight Back gotta fight facts gotta fight back no you cannot be just accept that Gotta Fight Back Gotta Fight facts gotta fight lack no you cannot be just accept that Verse 3 Do something bout it or just accept it talking talking talking mother fucker I'm about it right now is the only time there ever is just accept it all this fighting bout it you just might miss it hook Gotta Fight Back gotta fight facts gotta fight back no you cannot be just accept that Gotta Fight Back Gotta Fight facts gotta fight lack no you cannot be just accept that
4.
Bridge Is it really worth it Hook I know right now ain't fucking perfect but it's all we have why do we reject it fighting so hard like it's defective fighting so hard is it really worth it Verse 1 This is not the right moment I need something more this is not the right moment it's a fucking Chore I know the future will get here someday it will take all my bad feelings away Why Can't This Moment be different Why Can't This Moment be different I just want to be absent and stop this torment right now I know I be miserable my mind's a rabble right now I know I be miserable I just want to stop the babble I know right now I can't accept it I know right now I can't accept it it's good or bad but it could be better I know right now I can't accept it Hook I know right now ain't fucking perfect but it's all we have why do we reject it fighting so hard like it's defective fighting so hard is it really worth it I know right now ain't fucking perfect but it's all we have why do we reject it fighting so hard like it's defective fighting so hard is it really worth it Bridge Is it really worth it Is it really worth it Verse 2 I really want to feel alive but all I can seem to do is strive I really want to feel like there's more to life than just to survive why am I feeling so empty why am I feeling such Envy all while I'm wasting away working for pennies there has to be something better different I just cannot take this I cannot take another second looking at the future dreading know there has to be something different or better if you just don't judge the present no problems can present if you just don't judge the present no problems can present Hook I know right now ain't fucking perfect but it's all we have why do we reject it fighting so hard like it's defective fighting so hard is it really worth it I know right now ain't fucking perfect but it's all we have why do we reject it fighting so hard like it's defective fighting so hard is it really worth it Bridge Is it really worth it Is it really worth it
5.
Intro Man I'm gonna get a job I'm gonna work for about 60 years I'm gonna to retire then I can finally start living the life I want it's gonna be awesome Hook Deferred Life Plan mother fucker I'm on that deferred Life plan bitch deferred Life Plan mother fucker I'ma work until I die if I'm lucky maybe I'll retire Verse 1 I'm on that deferred Life Plan just give me a little stimulation it's like my whole life is a masturbation just give me a couple shiny things maybe my life won't feel so empty or just make me numb its oh so tempting work hard enough so I can forget i will die hard enough maybe you won't see the desperation in my eye I am just a cog societies the vampire show me something shiny and tell me I can retire anyone above me I can't really admire I just knocked them down and throw them on the Fire I just want a little stimulation sick I know I just want to feel better than the pretty people on the show Hook Deferred Life Plan mother fucker I'm on that deferred Life plan bitch deferred Life Plan mother fucker I'ma work until I die if I'm lucky maybe I'll retire Verse 1 I ain't got dreams of my own I just want what is shown give me the next cell phone I want the next milestone and if I have a dream is more really just a story something I can tell myself so my life won't be so fucking boring always living in time up up up in my head always need the next thing till I end up dead I know happiness lives in the future maybe I can forget my abuser finally retired and I'm feeling brave two weeks later I'm dead in the grave you can't wait and you can't wallow the only time for happiness is right fucking now Hook Deferred Life Plan mother fucker I'm on that deferred Life plan bitch deferred Life Plan mother fucker I'ma work until I die if I'm lucky maybe I'll retire
6.
No Your Not 03:22
Hook I am this Oh no you're not oh I insist just another thought I'm full of fear Oh no you're not no you're not I am this Oh no you're not oh I insist just another thought I'm full of fear Oh no you're not no you're not Bridge It don't gotta hide from you it's already inside of you It don't gotta hide from you it's already inside of you Verse Why does this shit gotta happen you ain't no motherfucking friend to me why ain't you doing this you must be trying to get the best of me why does this shit gotta happen I could be happy if I just got this shit man id be happy ain't no time like mother fucking right now say goodbye to the past and the future motherfucking right now say goodbye to the past and the future you're living with Freddy krueger Hook I am this Oh no you're not oh I insist just another thought I'm full of fear Oh no you're not no you're not I am this Oh no you're not oh I insist just another thought I'm full of fear Oh no you're not no you're not Bridge It don't gotta hide from you it's already inside of you It don't gotta hide from you it's already inside of you It don't gotta hide from you it's already inside of you It don't gotta hide from you it's already inside of you
7.
Handcuffs 02:49
Hook I don't know what I am but I know what you are I need to buy the bar I need a brand new car been here for Millennia more is Never Enough this is what I do for you I put you in handcuffs Drop put you in handcuffs put you in handcuffs Verse 1 Gotta get this money or I know I ain't shit just running up the digits for the purpose of fucking your bitch I have no value by myself I gotta show it about how much money I got and how much I get blown popping the pills and I'm dranking the drank high as fuck I'm throwing up in the sink cocaina all up in my sinus these bitches and haters they are right behind us VIP is where you'll find us that cliches to remind ya cliches to remind ya Hook I don't know what I am but I know what you are I need to buy the bar I need a brand new car been here for Millennia more is Never Enough this is what I do for you I put you in handcuffs Drop put you in handcuffs put you in handcuffs Verse 2 Do you know your real voice or just the one in your head most people never know before they're dead dictated value from society so shallow oh what are they doing everything is so Hollow uh I know it's not your fault it's just the ego the only way you're comfortable if they see you in the Murcielago bitches money and drugs this is all you want street life and thugs this is all you want Hook I don't know what I am but I know what you are I need to buy the bar I need a brand new car been here for Millennia more is Never Enough this is what I do for you I put you in handcuffs
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Empty 03:38
Verse 1 I am dying to live but all I can do is breathe I'm not the only one I do none of this for fun maybe if I see inside you I can fix myself why won't you fill me I feel so empty I am not the only one none of this I do for fun why won't you fill me I feel so empty I am not the only one none of this I do for fun why won't you fill me I feel so empty Hook I lost every part of me everyone i envy why won't you fill me I feel so empty Verse 2 Now you need me now you need me I'm never getting full just feed me I am not the only one I'm never gonna stop no one's having fun I am not the only one none of this I do for fun why won't you fill me I feel so empty I am not the only one none of this I do for fun why won't you fill me I feel so empty Hook I lost every part of me everyone i envy why won't you fill me I feel so empty Hook I lost every part of me everyone i envy why won't you fill me I feel so empty
9.
Saul Good 03:28
Intro It's all good it's all good though I know it's gonna be all good It's all good it's all good though I know it's gonna be all good Bridge What are you thinking what are you saying so much to give then why are you waiting well I know well I know well I know well I know Hook Saul Good Saul good though and I know it's gonna be all good Saul Good Saul good though I know it's gonna be all good Verse 1 Chilling to the max like a motherfucker should ain't no stressing it's all fucking good ain't no waiting on my motherfucking docket got all the cash in my motherfucking pocket feeling good right now ain't no waiting to be found DMV chilling to the max right now they're like sorry for the wait it's been kind of crazy I'm like a motherfucker I don't wait I feel good in the moment even with the screaming baby why you hating why you faking motherfucker masturbating why you popping seals again why you still waiting right now is a good fucking moment why does it have to be your opponent I could stare at the wall all fucking day and still feel fucking great why you hate the moment it ain't cuz I ain't got no motherfucking time today Hook Saul Good Saul good though and I know it's gonna be all good Saul Good Saul good though I know it's gonna be all good Verse 2 Most people look around Only Hell is found look at all the fucks I give why should you you've got a life to live bathe in positivity what's this shit you giving me roll up to the club with some motherfucking paper too much swag don't see the haters so anyway hit the club say what's up see this nice girl shes like I'm better than you I'm better than this I'm like What's them marks on your wrist rich bitch slitting wrists you don't know what happy is designers diet pills all your drugs are scratch and sniff can you imagine the insanity of having everything you ever wanted and still not being happy no you're not I know you're not no your not I know you're not don't shave your head and pop them pills maybe you'll find out what is real so shave your head and pop them pills maybe you'll find out what is real Bridge What are you thinking what are you saying so much to give then why are you waiting well I know well I know well I know well I know Hook Saul Good Saul good though and I know it's gonna be all good Saul Good Saul good though I know it's gonna be all good Saul Good Saul good though and I know it's gonna be all good Saul Good Saul good though I know it's gonna be all good
10.
Seperrate 02:56
Hook I've gotta a separate so I can tell who to hate I'm better and worse in between I just wanna make reality clean I've gotta a separate so I can tell who to hate I'm better and worse in between I just wanna make reality clean Verse 1 Separator hater we all fucking with the game everybody do it but it's a motherfucking shame I just want a little dose of reality so if you're different kill ya now fatality Hook I've gotta a separate so I can tell who to hate I'm better and worse in between I just wanna make reality clean Drop Kill him now he's less than human let's all get a gun so we all start shooting I will take the life you keep and I won't lose a single ounce of sleep Kill him now he's less than human let's all get a gun so we all start shooting I will take the life you keep and I won't lose a single ounce of sleep Verse 2 Less than human less than human I will condemn less than human less than human I am above them life really isn't so tough if you can just write some people off oh life really isn't so tough if you can just write whole groups of people off Hook I've gotta a separate so I can tell who to hate I'm better and worse in between I just wanna make reality clean Verse 3 I am so scared and I want things to be tidy everything goes bump when I go nighty nighty I'm having the worst Dreams they're right outside for me and I'm just feeding into my anxiety Drop Kill him now he's less than human let's all get a gun so we all start shooting I will take the life you keep and I won't lose a single ounce of sleep Kill him now he's less than human let's all get a gun so we all start shooting I will take the life you keep and I won't lose a single ounce of sleep Hook I've gotta a separate so I can tell who to hate I'm better and worse in between I just wanna make reality clean I've gotta a separate so I can tell who to hate I'm better and worse in between I just wanna make reality Drop Kill him now he's less than human let's all get a gun so we all start shooting I will take the life you keep and I won't lose a single ounce of sleep Kill him now he's less than human let's all get a gun so we all start shooting I will take the life you keep and I won't lose a single ounce of sleep
11.
Live Forever 05:07
Hook I'm gonna live forever yes I know I'm never gonna die I'm always gonna glow live forever as long as i feed the black hole i'll live forever ill never lose control I'm never gonna to really die I'm just going to move up in the sky all of this I know as long as I don't lose control Verse 1 Living forever what a terrible task I ain't got the heart and I'm not gonna ask I know it's gonna get its fill one day and then I'll finally get to live my way I am the G.O.A.T I am the best I've got to gloat I'm not like the rest everyone's shit they're not like me everyone knows I'm a real OG I need to boost my self up you know me I'm selfish you better fucking feed me I give you identity Hook I'm gonna live forever yes I know I'm never gonna die I'm always gonna glow live forever just feed the black hole i'll live forever ill never lose control I'm never going to really die I'm just gonna to move up in the sky all of this I really know as long as I don't lose control Verse 2 I'm realer than you and you know it's really true I'm realer than you I'm gonna to shit on you but your reality I've got my own mentality I'm never going to die I'm going for immortality never gonna die gonna make you see never gonna die that's not like me never gonna die gonna make you see never gonna die that's not like me I can't imagine death no I really can't see no I can't imagine death know I'm always going to be Hook I'm gonna live forever yes I know I'm never gonna die I'm always gonna glow live forever just feed the black hole i'll live forever ill never lose control I'm never going to really die I'm just gonna to move up in the sky all of this I really know as long as I don't lose control Bridge I will live forever oh i will live forever I cannot see myself die if I have the thought ill just falsify I cannot see myself dead if I have the thought I'll just hide it in my head I'm gonna to live forever I'll always be in my Prime I'm going to live forever always have time oh boy we're gonna live forever we're never going to die so we always have time time for the internet and the bullshit we always have time and we all fucking know it I'm going to live forever so I don't have to start today ill start the next or maybe the day after it really doesn't matter cuz I'll live forever oh my God they're all out of diet dr pepper how in the fuck am I supposed to live forever Hook I'm gonna live forever yes I know I'm never gonna die I'm always gonna glow live forever just feed the black hole i'll live forever ill never lose control I'm never going to really die I'm just gonna to move up in the sky all of this I really know as long as I don't lose control
12.
Intro Do we really know Do we really know Do we really know Do we really know Do we know Verse 1 Where you're at oh I guess I'm in the studio where is that oh it's in a state yo where is that it's on a little planet where is that it's on the universe we don't even know where we are but we get caught up about the money and the cars we don't know what happens after we die or if we're ever really alive have to give everything a name so it will make sense to our little brain oh ill just rationalize and assign agency to the sky oh we don't know no we don't know no we might never know no we don't know no we don't know no we don't know no we don't know Verse 2 Do we really know do we really know do we really know we are just a little energy in a form so when we die it's really just the norm we are just the universe looking at itself just that simple nothing else we can't see our self and others so we turn them into monsters we can't see our self and others so we turn them into monsters we are just lost in form we are lost in form we are just lost in form lost in form we are really a part of the same so if I die it's really not a shame we are a part of the same so if I die we are really a part of the same so if I die it's not a shame we are a part of the same so if I die I'm just a little energy in a form so if I die it's really just the norm we are just the universe looking at itself just that simple nothing else we can't see ourselves in others so we turn them into monsters we can't see ourselves in others so we turn them into monsters we are really apart of the same so if I die it's really not a shame we are really a part of the same so if I die

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released May 28, 2016

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Making conscious rap bangerz! My first album/mixtape "Lost in Form" is live on Google Play iTunes and other major distributors!

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